I don’t know what I’m gonna do when you leave for 3months. The good thing is you’ll be per suing your dreams. The bad thing, absolutely no contact. Sighhhh. What the hell am I gonna do?
I’m excited cause that means that we can actually get married not to long after but at the same time thats sooooo scary. I feel to young to even think about marriage. I want to marry you cause I do want to be with you for the rest of my life but its just so scary. Military spousal benefits will be a plus but thats not enough to convince me to be happy that you’re going.
I’m just scared.